My dear little brother only God know how much fun we had the last days of your life. My heart aches for you and many times when I'm alone I ask Why? Why you? I may never know the answer to that but what I know is that with every bit of air and strength in my body I'm going to fight for justice. In the mean time go ahead and rest in the arms of our heavenly father and please look over your nephew who you was excited to meet.